Fealty

She bestows on me, a hug perfunctory
There's nothing to say, other than I'm so sorry
I swallow my pride with a throat so sore
Into her hands, my hot tear drops pour
Well, there's so much I still have to explain
For instance, how do i tell her that I'm her bane
Almond eyes look at me...they look at me
Seem to tell me, let it be...oh let it be

Of times past, tears spent, joy shared, we talk
Memories of that promenade where we last walked

Now comes the time, I have to open at the close
Meaningless in its entirety, a word stream flows
Belying me, my silent voice tells her its Over
Naked hatred stares at me, but I've got no cover
Soon, there's nothing more left for me to say
Each passing moment I see her drifting faraway
Reality dawns on me, but now its too late
Inside me lies a pain which will never abate

But I know I swore no oath of fealty
Yet why the fuck do I feel so guilty?